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Anonymous: I know this is going to sound weird and about a year and a half too late, but I just got into tumblr and decided to look up someone I knew that passed away which would be Alex. You probably don't want to think about this right now and I'm sorry. But you posted something a while ago about him. I just wanted to ask if you knew for a definite fact that he killed himself because I knew him better than almost anyone and I just can't wrap my mind around that.

Oh wow. No it’s okay. And honestly, no. I don’t know for a fact that it was suicide. I just reread that post and it was very immature. The news and other sources said that he passed from an accident while playing “the choking game”. I believe this, however, I think that the fact that he got to the point to “play” that with himself makes a point. After his death I was in depression for a couple months because I felt guilty for not doing all I could have. It may not have been suicide, but I know he had some of those thoughts and I guess he did the game to feel the “high” it gives you when you get a rush of air. Sensitive subject..but… I just should’ve been a better person. I was too young to understand what was really going on before it happened. All in all… No. It was not suicide. But it might as well have been because I feel terrible about how he was feeling. Rest in peace Alex.

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